Tearing apart Thursday, June 2, 2011 | 0 Bunny(s) I don't know why. My mood this days has been fluctuating. sometimes Im happy but sometimes i'll feel soo down! I am still figuring out. Why is it hard for me to forget you?? I've done so many things to keep me away from thinking of you.. I've made it. I've forgotten every single thing about you. Until I saw you during my sis's wedding. if only we are still contacting. things might be different. I miss you like no others. But i know. Its pointless to think and miss you because you might already throw me away from your life since you already got her. I assumed you are happier now. Here I am. still feeling so weak and down, every single day. Every moment I've been thinking of you, the time we had. I miss every single thing about you. I miss your voice, I miss receiving calls.msgs from you. Sigh. I know people out there might be thinking. What happened to me? why am i so emotional this days unlike last time. Im sorry people. I've changed. From a strong to a weak lady. From a happy to a emotional lady. from a noisy to a quiet lady. All this because of love. Yes. I admit I am a failure in LOVE!!!!! Its ironic isnt it.. how 1 person can change you drastically. I just need time to build up the old me back. For now, I gotta be strong and moved on. whats past is past. Future awaits. May Allah always by my side. Amin. Labels: :( |