Just one of those "once in a blue moon" kinda day where i feel like crying my heart out. 

I am not sure what is wrong with me but i am pretty sure that I am getting rather sensitive this few weeks. in fact, very.

Its like, i can be very happy this moment and i'll be very cranky and moodless the next minute. And at times, i feel like crying for no valid reason.

I hate the fact that I am who i am right now, at this very moment. 

I mean where is the old lina. the happy goober person, easy-go-lucky. 

I just hate how much of an angsty person i've became. 

this few days, i rather lock myself in my room and do my own business rather than mingling around with my family. 

I realised, I've drifted away from the people around me. 

And sometimes, i feel that people are better off without me. 

Yeap, its ridiculous but i am figuring out "my mess" as well. 

i am not surprise if one fine day, i will lose the people around me, 1 by 1, if this continues. 

and i will not blame them if this happen.
well one of it coz, im a mess. 

Coz like what my sis said, "welcome to adulthood"

Honestly, adulthood sucks.

It really do!

Just one of those "once in a blue moon" kinda day where i feel like crying my heart out. 

I am not sure what is wrong with me but i am pretty sure that I am getting rather sensitive this few weeks. in fact, very.

Its like, i can be very happy this moment and i'll be very cranky and moodless the next minute. And at times, i feel like crying for no valid reason.

I hate the fact that I am who i am right now, at this very moment. 

I mean where is the old lina. the happy goober person, easy-go-lucky. 

I just hate how much of an angsty person i've became. 

this few days, i rather lock myself in my room and do my own business rather than mingling around with my family. 

I realised, I've drifted away from the people around me. 

And sometimes, i feel that people are better off without me. 

Yeap, its ridiculous but i am figuring out "my mess" as well. 

i am not surprise if one fine day, i will lose the people around me, 1 by 1, if this continues. 

and i will not blame them if this happen.
well one of it coz, im a mess. 

Coz like what my sis said, "welcome to adulthood"

Honestly, adulthood sucks.

It really do!