At times, life can be really unfair. 

so unfair. 

all my life, i was thought to be independent. 

Did almost everything on my own. 

Work hard to gain what i want and not using my parent's money. 

Sometimes, i do envy those kids who get what they wanted by just asking from their parent without having to work hard for it. 

And i keep asking myself "why i cant be like them. just why"

Im not trying to whine here. Coz maybe i am fated to work hard to earn for anything. 

"Just some wild negative thought before i head  to bed."

my main concern now is to just change my life and be better in the future.

Also, when i have children later, i will teach them to be independent and never pamper them with wealth because thats when they know its not easy to earn a living. You gotta work hard to achieve it!! - the end

As for now, I am trying to learn to sacrifice for others especially for my love ones. Put others first before me. 

"mungkin hari ni mereka susah, kita tidak tahu nasib kita di belakang hari" 

"Duit boleh dicari, kasih sayang tidak boleh dibeli"

At times, life can be really unfair. 

so unfair. 

all my life, i was thought to be independent. 

Did almost everything on my own. 

Work hard to gain what i want and not using my parent's money. 

Sometimes, i do envy those kids who get what they wanted by just asking from their parent without having to work hard for it. 

And i keep asking myself "why i cant be like them. just why"

Im not trying to whine here. Coz maybe i am fated to work hard to earn for anything. 

"Just some wild negative thought before i head  to bed."

my main concern now is to just change my life and be better in the future.

Also, when i have children later, i will teach them to be independent and never pamper them with wealth because thats when they know its not easy to earn a living. You gotta work hard to achieve it!! - the end

As for now, I am trying to learn to sacrifice for others especially for my love ones. Put others first before me. 

"mungkin hari ni mereka susah, kita tidak tahu nasib kita di belakang hari" 

"Duit boleh dicari, kasih sayang tidak boleh dibeli"