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Monday, September 3, 2012 | 0 Bunny(s)




First and foremost, Selamat Hari Raya to all the muslims
 Let me see, when is the last time I update my blog again?


It's the 15th of Syawal and without us realising, this holy month will be leaving us pretty soon.
Today is my last paper and also marks the end of my life in polytechnic before I embark to a new journey. My internship will be starting on the 24th Sept which is 3 weeks from now. 
How time flies and I'll be graduating soon. I can't wait to get hold of my diploma certificate and make both my parent and of course, my sister proud.

Life? 
Life has been pretty much the same for me. 
Shit happened, people changed, life goes on. 
Shit has opened up my eyes and mind wider. 

Shit also has taught me one great lesson. 
Its okay to be nice to others but not too extreme. Its okay to trust others but not too much. Its okay to care for others, but don't care too much. 
Coz you know why?
People changed! 
At this moment, they thank YOU for all the kind deeds, and surprisingly they will just crashed all your trust and burnt everything you did into ashes the next moment. The irony.

To be honest, I don't really care who wanna leave from my life. I am not gonna stop anyone from leaving already. Never.

Sometimes, I think I am being selfish to myself. 

I care more about people's feeling but what do I get in return? 
HURTS! 
I didn't ask for anything. Just appreciate. that's all. 
Its that too much to ask for? i don't think so.

It got me thinking. Maybe they forgot that I've got feelings too. 

Ouh wells, I am immune to it anyway. The word hurts is no longer in my dictionary. 
 The word hurts has been replaced with angsty, frustrated & irritated.
Please, for Allah sake, patience have its limit. 
Even credit card have limit okay!

But for sure, people do come and go.
At the end of the day, only handful of them stay. 
That's when you know who really care and will always be there for you through thick and thin. 
As for now, I couldn't ask for more. I am thankful with what I have. 
Indeed, Syawal is really a holy month. It has brought my family together and the bond we had now is stronger than before. Alhamdulilah. 
I've got supportive family and awesome bestfriend. 
As long as they are always with me, nothing else matters.

I BELIEVE.....................
Indeed!