I wish I could run far away from here right now. Away from Singapore, away from everyone. 

Maybe its true that people will only remember you for that 1 mistake you did and forgot about all the deeds you have done. 

It can never and will never be perfect again. who is responsible? Me, Myself & I. 

Now whatever I say, do, doesn't seem to be right. Because there's no more trust. 

Tears? let it be. Not gonna tell anyone what I really feel. Doesn't mean anything anyway. 

let it just be between me and the four walls.   

HA HA HA. I deserve all this anyway b'coz it is my fault. 

(I can't lie to myself that the word keep replaying in my head)

Furthermore, I dont want people to think that I am attention seeker and only used that as a weapon to seek sympathy. No, that't not what I want. 

All this happened because of myself. Blame myself for being so dumb. Why Lina? why?!!!!

At times, something are better left unsaid. 

I may be good in terms of academic but in terms of relationship, i'm totally sucks at it. 

I fail to keep him happy, feel secure. 

But really, i've tried. I've tried to be the best. I really did.  

but still not good enough.. 

But one thing for sure, im not forced to do all that. I did it wholeheartedly.

In conclusion, Im good-for-nothing. Period. 

I wish I could run far away from here right now. Away from Singapore, away from everyone. 

Maybe its true that people will only remember you for that 1 mistake you did and forgot about all the deeds you have done. 

It can never and will never be perfect again. who is responsible? Me, Myself & I. 

Now whatever I say, do, doesn't seem to be right. Because there's no more trust. 

Tears? let it be. Not gonna tell anyone what I really feel. Doesn't mean anything anyway. 

let it just be between me and the four walls.   

HA HA HA. I deserve all this anyway b'coz it is my fault. 

(I can't lie to myself that the word keep replaying in my head)

Furthermore, I dont want people to think that I am attention seeker and only used that as a weapon to seek sympathy. No, that't not what I want. 

All this happened because of myself. Blame myself for being so dumb. Why Lina? why?!!!!

At times, something are better left unsaid. 

I may be good in terms of academic but in terms of relationship, i'm totally sucks at it. 

I fail to keep him happy, feel secure. 

But really, i've tried. I've tried to be the best. I really did.  

but still not good enough.. 

But one thing for sure, im not forced to do all that. I did it wholeheartedly.

In conclusion, Im good-for-nothing. Period.