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GRADUATION Friday, May 31, 2013 | 0 Bunny(s)  
Probably one of those memorable moment in my life.
It was my graduation day and I am proud to say that I am a satisfied graduand with Diploma in Wellness, lifestyle & spa management, School of Hospitality.
I am officially a diploma holder baby!!
Being able to walk on the stage to receive my certificate was the best moment in my life that i wouldn't want to exchange it with anything.
Of course being able to make the two most important ones in my life proud.
Because of them, I am who I am now.
All their sacrifices, hard work and advices which brought me to what I am today.
For that, I wanted to thank them for always be there for me and for always being my pillars of strength.
Alhamdulilah, it was a rough journey and I thought I wouldn't be able to graduate because I almost gave up on my internship. Thank god, I didn't of course.Reason being, I do not want to make them feel disappointed.
TODAY, I HAVE PROVEN TO THE SOCIETY OUT THERE THAT I AM ABLE TO OVERCOME IT.
AT THE SAME TIME ALSO TO OPEN UP THEIR EYES AND MIND , PROVE TO THEM THAT RP IS NOT A BAD SCHOOL AFTERALL.
I AM PROUD TO BE A RP STUDENT COZ I BELIEVE I CAN SUCCEED one day.
One thing for sure, I AM GONNA MISS RP SO MUCH.
On top of that, would like to thank my sister for the advices, be my listening ears, crying shoulders and for the moral support when I am on the verge of giving up.
My bestfriend, too, for always be there for me when i am at my lowest throughout my poly journey.
My polymates for making my poly journey a great one.
Lastly, my man for always motivated me from far during my internshit and always hearing me ranting.
THANK YOU ALL! I LOVE YOUUUUU!
Thursday, May 16, 2013 | 0 Bunny(s) .jpg) 
#emotional #down #reallyatmylowest
I wish I could run far away from here right now. Away from Singapore, away from everyone.
Maybe its true that people will only remember you for that 1 mistake you did and forgot about all the deeds you have done.
It can never and will never be perfect again. who is responsible? Me, Myself & I.
Now whatever I say, do, doesn't seem to be right. Because there's no more trust.
Tears? let it be. Not gonna tell anyone what I really feel. Doesn't mean anything anyway.
let it just be between me and the four walls.
HA HA HA. I deserve all this anyway b'coz it is my fault.
(I can't lie to myself that the word keep replaying in my head)
Furthermore, I dont want people to think that I am attention seeker and only used that as a weapon to seek sympathy. No, that't not what I want.
All this happened because of myself. Blame myself for being so dumb. Why Lina? why?!!!!
At times, something are better left unsaid.
I may be good in terms of academic but in terms of relationship, i'm totally sucks at it.
I fail to keep him happy, feel secure.
But really, i've tried. I've tried to be the best. I really did.
but still not good enough..
But one thing for sure, im not forced to do all that. I did it wholeheartedly.
In conclusion, Im good-for-nothing. Period.
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